Is It Too Much To Ask……Me Time?
It is 2010, and my goal for this year is to find some Balance and Peace in my life. Is this really too much to ask for? Seems ridiculous to have to ask, but this is my reality now. My New Year goals use to always involve fat loss, a smaller butt, and debt, however this year is totally different. Yes, I am still at war with my bouncing arse, and duck wing arms that may take on flight at any moment. Yes, we still have ever lingering debt that is hovering over us and is now taking on a life of its own with attorneys and court dates, but I am determined to have my mindset this year different. My life has been in a tail spin for over 2 years, and I have found that I am desperately wanting some balance and peace. My brain is on overload and can’t handle anymore, or it may blow!
I want Balance. Balance from ever-changing busy schedules, needs of others, which all leaves little time for me. I need balance so I can spend some quality time with my parents, my husband, my children, Hondo my dog, and again time for me. Yes, let me be selfish……..me time! As sick as it sounds, I miss working out, cleaning and organizing our home, cooking, and afternoon romance……….LOL……..damn, it’s been so long I forgot how fun that was. I also want Peace for 2010, which means no drama, stress or BS. I want peace from all the crap that adds stress or lack of sleep to my day. I am over it and don’t have time for it anymore.
Me Time!
Both of my 2010 goals seem reasonable enough, however menopause might play a role in it being challenging at times! Especially striving for peace!
